Hmm..ponder...well umm...my 411? What do you want to know? You can go to my webjournal if you really wanna read about it.

I just got home from Ocean City, and I can't help but to keep talking bout it. It was soo much fun, and I feel like I really got in touch with the real me. Because, well I think I've had to make myself become someone else to please people which isn't really fare.

I'm starting to realize that they're not worth it, and I should just be myself. So yay me! And yay Ocean City! but anyways I had a blast there! It was me, Laura, Jenny and John. Well except Jenny and John left early on Tuesday. But anways, we went to H20 the club there...and it was really fun. And we rode rides and stayed out till all hours of the night. Oh, how I've missed those nights.

You know last time I went I was excited because I got to stay out till midnight. This time, I could stay out as late as I wanted. And I don't know, it was a taste of what it will be like when I'm 18. As bad as it sounds, since I'm so afraid of growin up. But that's one part I can't wait for. No curfew! Not like a parental one, because I don't really have one now, just that the state says I can't drive past midnight.

Who knows what will happen in the next two years. Oh yeah that brings me to my next point. I've talked to two people today who both said that I look so different in pics from this website and my xanga. Which I guess is a good thing. I'm growing up. It's kinda funny because when I was in the 8th grade everyone thought I looked really different then the 6th grade, now I'm a junior and people say I've changed since the 8th grade. I hope it's in a good way.