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Him
sitting here in a dark
empty
room
filled with lonliness
and desire.
Waiting for another ring to mark a telephone call from HIM.
Dying to hear HIS
voice. longing to be held in HIS arms, but still surronded by dispair. Of the warmth i once felt just by HIS touch, has now
gone cold with fear and dread of
The upcoming days without
HIM
in my life.
how i used to awaken to the perfume
of another lovely day. Oh how I use to dance like my cell phone when it came alive with a call from HIM!
how
he once mattered to me, how i mattered to HIM!!
Now all i see is the death a winter storm has left behind, a destruction
so vivid in my mind almost as vivid as HIS rich brown eyes. Pleading with those eyes! While deep blue tears leaked from mine.
i'll never love another as i love HIM!
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First
Love
you came into my life like a rainbow
right after a storm
a world filled with darkness, dispair,
but no longer,
no
more!
A day without you, is like a day
without the sun,
emptiness,
not a day at all.
A storm created has
begun.
Thunder clouds are booming
lightening streaks the sky
but that night
a movie starring you
flashes upon
my eyes.
Only you can change my name
to be so beautiful
and so pure
you are like a disease
for which there
is no cure
I'll always cherish the days
in which you held my heart
even though it was so long ago
and my life
you are no longer apart.
I'll never forget the flames that once dance upon your head...
the love you made me feel
The
smile you made spread!
Nor shall I forget that oh so vivid
pain
The dark black cloud
coming back
The darkness
The
rain.
So stay away while you still can
Because when this pain begins
it will never end
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